Category Archives: Nat’l Guard

Veteran’s Day

Today is the day we remember those who invested themselves and gave their lives in defense of the nation. It is a day that truly belongs on the calendar. The men and women in the armed forces, both now and in years past, ought to be honored for their selfless courage and sacrifice.

Moreover, we should remember those that fight the less obvious war, the war against the memories of war. Please pray for the ones for whom holidays like Veteran’s Day are the triggers that drive them to depression, addiction and, unthinkably, to violence and  suicide. As we remember the veterans, remember those who fight the war within themselves long after hanging up their uniform.

Veteran Suicides: What lies beneath?

“Release the four angels who are bound at the great river Euphrates.” So the four angels, who had been prepared for the hour, the day, the month, and the year, were released to kill…”
~Revelation 9:14-15

I keep reading various news reports, the latest just this week, of the unusual number of military suicides, particularly among army veterans. Other statistics that don’t receive as much press are the staggering number of substance abuse issues that are appearing, and alarmingly, the disproportionate number of veterans who are incarcerated or otherwise working their way through the legal system. The link to the article is above, but here are the opening paragraphs of the report:

WASHINGTON, Jan 13, 2010 (IPS) – Suicides among United States military veterans ballooned by 26 percent from 2005 to 2007, according to new statistics released by the Veterans Affairs (VA) department.

“Of the more than 30,000 suicides in this country each year, fully 20 percent of them are acts by veterans,” said VA Secretary Eric Shinseki at a VA-sponsored suicide prevention conference on Monday. “That means on average 18 veterans commit suicide each day. Five of those veterans are under our care at VA.”

The spike in the suicide rate can most clearly be attributed to the ongoing wars in Iraq and Afghanistan and the high number of veterans returning to the U.S. with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).

To connect the dots, the middle east is the most spiritually volatile region on earth, the home of biblical Babylon and the epicenter of the visions of the Book of Revelation. Is it coincidental that it has become the cradle of devotion to a demon god and jihad by suicide? The military is fighting a war in “the devil’s sandbox” or as I often put it, on hell’s manhole cover. The psychological toll can’t be written off, but a spiritual root cause is not taken seriously. After all, isn’t that Revelation stuff just myth and superstition? Seriously…isn’t it?

Prayer for Soldier Families

I just read the news that eight more US troops have been killed in combat in Afghanistan. I remember well when the news came over the wire of an attack where Caleb was stationed. Those were nightmare hours waiting for confirmation that he was alive. I’ve blogged about that before. Here’s the link. And now there are eight families living that same nightmare, which will prove to be no dream but an agonizing reality. I am praying for their families and that all of our soldiers would be brought home from the Middle East — tomorrow.

Here’s a link to more of our journey.

National Guard Update

Our son, Caleb, is cleared for his second deployment to Iraq. He will leave in early April.

[NOTE: Caleb was not deployed due to health issues. We are grateful. He is distressed that he is not being permitted to lend his combat experience to the raw recruits that are being sent on this mission.]

Jody: Home front update

Thanks for praying for Caleb. He came home and is relatively safe, thanks to your prayers.

He gave me a scare last night because of the articles that have been coming out recently (I posted the Portland Tribune article a few days ago). Living with the consequences of PTSD leaves whole families on edge. This is why I’ve taken the step of actively opposing the mobilization of Oregon’s guard next spring. For many of these men and women, one combat tour has been catastrophic. I can’t imagine the consequence of second. I will be following the campaign to cancel the mobilization on this blog under the category, “Nat’l Guard.” More information is on the page called “41 Home Campaign.”

Thanks, again for praying with me for this and for keeping Jody in your prayers so faithfully. I didn’t get a lot of sleep last night and it was a great comfort to know that some of you had gotten the message and “taken a position on the wall”.

I’ll post again as soon as I hear from Jody.


Oregon Guard: Portland Tribune Article


‘Suicide epidemic’ hits veterans

For many, post-war life can be more deadly than combat

Nobody seems surprised at the high suicide rate among combat veterans. Not the physicians and therapists who treat returning veterans. Not the veterans themselves.

When told of recent data that appears to show that Oregon troops serving in Iraq and Afghanistan are more likely to die of suicide than in combat, they nod their heads, as if saying they’ve known all along.

And they have.

“More often than not, the veterans I have spoken to all say they know somebody who has attempted suicide,” says Portland State University professor and suicide researcher Mark Kaplan.

The numbers are stark, and staggering:

• In 2005, the last year for which complete Oregon data has been compiled, 19 Oregon soldiers died in combat in Iraq and Afghanistan. That same year, 153 Oregon veterans of all ages, serving in various wars, committed suicide.

• The rate of suicide among Oregon men who are veterans is more than double that of Oregon men in general – 46 suicides out of every 100,000 compared to 22 out of 100,000 – according to the Oregon Department of Human Services Center for Health Statistics.

• Nearly one in three Oregon suicides, according to Kaplan, is a veteran.

Medford resident Stacy Bannerman, whose husband, Lorin, is expecting to be deployed soon for a second tour of duty in Iraq, has become an outspoken advocate for military families. She says she has heard from more than 100 families whose veterans have attempted suicide.

“Based on what we’re seeing already, this country hasn’t seen anything yet in terms of the severity of combat trauma and veteran suicide rates,” Bannerman says.

The reasons, she says, are simple. “It’s about what happens there and how long they spend there,” she says.

One surprising trend: Kaplan and other experts are noticing a rising trend of suicide among aging Vietnam veterans, possibly influenced by what they’ve seen in recent years about Iraq and Afghanistan.

Still, the age group in the state health statistics showing the greatest differential between veteran and nonveteran suicides, by far, are those between ages 18 and 24. Veterans between 35 and 44 have the next highest suicide rate relative to nonveterans of the same age. Twenty-one Oregon veterans under the age of 45 committed suicide in 2005.

Kaplan says even those numbers might be underreported as much as 25 percent.

Nationally, reports of high suicide rates among veterans began to gain attention in April, when a series of e-mails from the federal Department of Veterans Affairs officials came to light during a class-action lawsuit brought by a veterans group in San Francisco.

The e-mails say that 12,000 veterans under VA treatment attempt suicide each year, and that more than 6,000 veterans succeed in killing themselves each year. There are about 25 million veterans.

“There is clearly a suicide epidemic,” says Paul Sullivan, executive director of Washington, D.C.-based Veterans For Common Sense, which brought the lawsuit. Sullivan says the VA’s own data on calls made to its suicide hot line might be the best indicator of the depth of the problem.

According to the VA, in July there were 250 calls a day to the suicide hot line. And veterans have made more than 22,000 calls since the hot line started in July 2007. Portland VA officials say 864 calls to the suicide hot line have come from Oregon veterans in the last year.

But Sullivan says the epidemic might not be most virulent among veterans from the two current wars, but from Vietnam-era veterans. He says many Vietnam veterans he has spoken to tell him that seeing images of the war in Iraq on television and in newspapers has triggered memories and trauma.

Linda Rotering, a social worker who counsels veterans at the Portland Vet Center on Northeast Sandy Boulevard, says she is seeing an increase in the number of Vietnam veterans coming in to see her with post-traumatic stress disorder.

Rotering and others say many Vietnam veterans may have been able to keep the symptoms of their stress disorder at bay while they busied themselves with jobs and families after the war. Now, she says, many are retiring, with adult children, and may be more susceptible to the images from the war in Iraq.

“There’s nothing to block out the memories,” Rotering says. “I hear over and over again, if I have a 19-year-old sitting in my office or a 60-year-old from Vietnam, the exact same things are coming out of their mouths.”

Corvallis mother Adele Kubein, regional representative of Military Families Speak Out, which supports withdrawing troops from Iraq and Afghanistan, says her daughter returned from Iraq in 2004 with a shattered leg and a shattered psyche.

“The first time was when she called from Iraq weeping and weeping and saying, ‘Oh, mom, I can never come home. I just killed a 12-year-old boy.’ I knew from that point on she was suicidal.”

While nobody is sure what leads a veteran to attempt suicide, a recent report from the Rand Corp., a nonprofit research organization, looked at the risk factors for post-traumatic stress disorder, which many believe serves as a precursor to suicide among those who do not get help.

The Rand study found that one in five veterans from the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan – more than 300,000 people – suffer from either post-traumatic stress or depression. But just more than half sought help and only one in four received acceptable care.

The No. 1 major risk factor for PTSD, according to the Rand report, is the amount of combat trauma soldiers experience. About half of those returning from Iraq and Afghanistan say they had a friend killed in action, says Lisa Jaycox, who headed the Rand Corp. research team.

Length of deployment is another risk factor, Jaycox says – the longer a soldier is deployed the higher the risk for post-traumatic stress. And soldiers in Iraq and Afghanistan have served much longer tours than American soldiers in any modern wars, experts say, with some tours extended as long as 15 months and some troops being sent back for second and third tours.

Jaycox says that reserve and National Guard troops are at higher suicide risk than regular active-duty forces. That last has particular relevance in Oregon, where Guard troops have been sent to battle on a scale never seen before. About a third of the Oregon soldiers who have died in Iraq and Afghanistan were in the reserve or National Guard.

Many National Guard and reserve troops enlisted thinking they would never find themselves in combat, so they may be less prepared for the horrors of battle, experts say.

Also, Guard and reserve troops often have less help than regular army solders in transitioning back to civilian life, says Rob Tell, suicide prevention coordinator at the Portland VA Medical Center.

“An army guy comes back to the base and there is a whole social structure on the base,” Tell says. “The guard guy comes back to Canby and 48 hours after he’s come back, he’s walking on the street in Canby with his buddies.”

Three who saw war find their lives forever changed by the experience

Name, age: Sean Davis, 35

From: Portland

Military branch: Oregon National Guard

Served in: Iraq, 2003-2004

Current occupation: student, writer

On veteran suicide: Davis says he learned of a combat buddy who tried to kill himself after a Christmas party to which Davis was invited. Davis suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder and physical injuries, but says he never has thought of suicide.

Quote: His squad went on 35 combat missions by truck and helicopter in its first 30 days in Iraq.

Davis recalls the horrible smell of civilians burning in cars set afire by roadside bombs and remembers a friend in full uniform in the barracks shower, trying to wash the day’s blood off himself.

A roadside bomb hit Davis’ truck in June 2004. “There’s something in your brain that’s going to be changed after picking up bits and pieces of your best friend.”

Name, age: Brian Luckart, 47

From: Hopewell, Ore.

Military branch: U.S. Army Reserve

Served in: Iraq, 2004-2005

Current occupation: TriMet assistant supervisor

On veteran suicide: Asked by first sergeant to assist a fellow soldier who had attempted suicide upon return.

Quote: Luckart says he still suffers flashbacks and he knows the reason.

“I can laugh and dance a jig around the thousands of body parts of the insurgents I’ve seen. I’ve also seen kids killed, and that’s the part that hurts.”

Luckart says having seen an Iraqi mother holding a 5-year-old child when a bomb explosion set both on fire is the most difficult thing to try to put behind him. “The mom looked like in the movie ‘Carrie,’ like someone dumped a couple gallons of blood on her and she was screaming. I’m still trying to make sense of it.”

Name, age: Joseph Holness, 48

From: Gresham

Military branch: U.S. Air Force Reserve

Served in: Iraq, 2004

Current occupation: Unemployed

On veteran suicide: Holness says he knows of one member of his platoon of 30 soldiers who killed himself since returning home.

“A lot of these people are not being recognized as casualties of the war. They’re given this label of disgrace, and it’s a shame.”

Quote: Holness says overcoming an “addiction to adrenaline” has been one of his greatest obstacles – a result of the hyperawareness that helped keep him alive while leading a platoon of 30 soldiers running truck convoys.

Where to go for help

• Department of Veterans Affairs suicide hot line: 800-273-8255

• Portland Vet Center counseling: 503-273-5370, 8:00 a.m. to 4:30 p.m. Monday through Saturday

• Thursday evening acupuncture for veterans, 2828 S.E. Stephens St., 503-757-1372